Simply liking you won’t satisfy me. Simply admiring you won’t...
Friday. June 29, 2012. 1:19AM
I’ve taken a hiatus. Not just from this blog (if one could even call it that) but from myself. And I’m not the only one who has, sadly. Will you ever come back? I’m scared not knowing. You provide me with no answers at all. But I hope you’re happy. Because honestly, I don’t think you are. It’s been a very rough year for me. Starting college, shit with moving,...
November 22, 2011, 2:53AM.
“My heart feels like a cartoon valentine card that some bratty kid’s balled in his fist until it’s become nothing but a ragged wad of paper, then thrown into churning, chopping depths of the trash compactor.” -Mysterious Skin, Scott Heim.
November 22, 2011, 12:15AM.
Sometimes I just feel like crying. Out of nowhere. Like there is not one single person alive who gives a fuck. And there really isn’t, maybe..2 people. But even so, that doesn’t make me feel any less lonely, actually, it makes me feel even more lonely.
November 18th, 2011,Friday - 19:09AM
I’m avoiding speaking to my mother right now. When she sent me a text saying she loves me no matter what, it made me so angry, and I’ve never felt so lied to before.
November 18th, 2011,Friday - 7:21AM
And suddenly.. everything hit me..
November 18th, 2011,Friday.
For the first time in my life I want to be completely shit-faced. So drunk that I’ll only laugh, and forget. To forget him, and her. And the wounds in my back, and the breaks in my heart. The people who aren’t here anymore, about the people who were never here. That all the words I held under my breath, that slowly build up would just pour out into a long drunken slur. And be...